I clearly haven't written for a while, and that's due to a few different things:
First, as I briefly mentioned back in August, I started school (again) -- like, teaching school and also attending school. I am working on my Education Specialist (Ed.S.) degree, and it turns out that grad school is a lot of work. Much of my away-from-teaching time is now dedicated to reading and writing about administrative practices in the education system, which leaves not a lot of time (or motivation) to write for pleasure.
Second, I have felt like a total failure on the nutrition front. I am kicking butt with my fitness routine, which should be a shock to absolutely no one, but I am not doing wonderfully with nutrition. I had a stellar week with Weight Watchers when I first jumped back on the bandwagon, and then regardless of how many "perfect," blue-dot days I had, my weight would remain the same or would even increase. It was super frustrating. Also, I feel like WW is designed for people who are not necessarily as active as I am, particularly with heavy-lifting. Relatedly, I think they're behind the times when it comes to fat; like, I want to be able to eat avocado and not blow all my points for the day.
Because my frustration level with WW went through the roof, I essentially just said, F it -- and ate whatever the heck I wanted to. That spiraled, and I found myself drinking wine far too often, snacking on popcorn and candy corn every night, and just making all around less-than-ideal choices.
I decided I need a reset, and I need a reset with something I know works for me.
Whole30.
I have done Whole30 several times in the past. Like, I don't even know what "round" this is for me.
I like this program because I don't have to count or weigh anything; rather, I just have to look at the label (or simply eat foods without labels). I also know that eating this way makes me feel good. I am also hoping that it can help get my hormones back in check; ever since I went off birth control, my hormones have been all over the place, and they're taking it out on my skin, particularly my face. I never had acne issues as a teenager, but now that I'm 36, I look like I'm going through puberty.
I'm also hoping that Whole30 will help with my tummy. I have always, always, always had a flat stomach; regardless of how much I've weighed, my tummy has been relatively flat. But lately, I feel like I look like I'm about five months pregnant. I need the bloat to go away.
I know it's superficial, but I want to look like I'm as strong as I am. I have some mad muscles under this layer of fat, and I want those muscles to pop. I want to see my body look like it's capable of looking.
That being said, I know there are some not-so-great things about the program, particularly with how it can lead to some disordered thinking around food. But, I am only going to do it for 30 days.
I created this calendar. As you can see, the top row has the days of the week, and just underneath that, I listed the dates. So, I'm starting tomorrow (October 28th), and my last day will be November 26th, just before Thanksgiving. I am clearly not going to be Whole30-ing it for that food-filled holiday, which means my Whole30 will only last for 30 days (unlike the 50-some days my first one did).
Yes, I also realize that going from eating 100% clean to, well, not in a matter of a day -- sans reintroduction period -- is likely to make my tummy go crazy, but I guess it's a good thing we have more than one bathroom in our house.
Oh, wait.
But I digress.
On the calendar, I also labeled each day with what Whole30 says I might be feeling. So when I am feeling super bloated on the 15th, I can check the calendar and realize that that's totally normal.
Another proactive measure I took was chatting with my trainer regarding my nutritional plans. He advised that I just keep talking about it (so as not to get too "in my head" with the potential of disordered thinking). I also mentioned that after Thanksgiving, I would like to chat with him about the possibility of looking at macros -- or something a little less restrictive -- to keep me on track.
Honestly, though, any sort of tracking has the potential to get me a little too Type A, a little too preoccupied with perfection.
To help with my planning, I created another document. (Remember that whole Type A thing I just mentioned?)
I'll be creating this each week so that I have a game plan. The far left column lists meals (Whole30 recommends numbering the meals rather than calling them breakfast, lunch, and dinner). I also created a row for snacks; while Whole30 does not advocate for eating between meals a whole heck of a lot, I would prefer to be prepared in case I get hangry. After all, my commute can be long -- and very close to dinner time.
The bottom row tells me what I have going on for the day, things that might interrupt my schedule. For instance, because I have grad school on Tuesday night, I want to plan something fast and easy to cook. The same goes for Thursday, when I will be getting home from work super late due to teaching independent study and then handing out candy to trick-or-treaters. That meal is a crockpot one.
Today, I spent approximately one million dollars at three separate grocery stores (Trader Joe's, Target, and Whole Foods): I forgot how expensive this is. But, I'm hoping it will be less expensive going forward now that I have some of the staples (i.e. arrowroot powder, coconut aminos, sugar-free mustard and salad dressing, etc.).
I then spent a few hours prepping food: hard-boiled eggs (courtesy of my Instant Pot), breakfast quiche for the week, and tomorrow's lunch. I also packed everything in their individual containers so they're good to go for a fast meal-packing tomorrow morning.
So, here's to something new(ish). Stay tuned for how it goes!
Sunday, October 27, 2019
Monday, September 2, 2019
Success
As I posted last night on Instagram, I was really looking forward to my first weigh-in since my trial week of restarting Weight Watchers. (It wasn't really a trial, I suppose, since I legit stuck to it and did a darn good job, but I wanted to "officially" restart at the beginning of the month.)
Well, I had reason to be excited:
You read that right: three pounds are gone.
I'm really proud of how well I made a goal and stuck with it last week. There were ample opportunities to "slip up," including a Panera-catered breakfast on Monday morning, candy galore at various meetings throughout the work week, and treats in the staff lounge nearly every day. There were also a couple of days where I really wanted a glass of wine or an easy-to-grab-but-full-of-calories dinner, but I opted against all of the above, especially when I saw the "blue dot" was within reach.
(A "blue-dot day" happens when you're close to hitting your daily points target: ten points below or five points above.)
What can I say? For better or for worse, I am extrinsically motivated. Gimme all the blue dots.
I mostly stuck to the pre-determined meal plan, too. Some of the meals got moved to different days, and there was one recipe I didn't make at all; but, that will be tonight's dinner instead.
What I am really excited about is that I was not hungry -- like, at all. I think drinking a lot of water and trying to fill myself up with fruits and veggies really helped in that regard.
Also, I was able to have fun meals, too; for instance, I had a poke bowl for lunch/dinner yesterday that was to die for, and on Friday, I had a bagel sandwich (with smoked salmon, capers, and arugula), which was worth every single point.
Last week, I also worked out five days, despite coming down with a late-summer cold. I took Wednesday morning off (a day I normally do Pilates), and I skipped Saturday as well. I normally don't work out on Saturdays, but I was also so ridiculously exhausted (and not feeling well) and pretty much slept all day anyway.
I had some other successes as well: I more than hit my goal with water intake every single day except for one when I was just short of it. (It was Saturday, and I was too busy sleeping all day to drink water.)
I had Caribou and Starbucks once each and sushi zero times; but, to be fair, I did grab a poke bowl twice instead. What can I say? I love me some ahi tuna.
I did an okay job with phone time, but I found myself "ignoring" the time limit a few days. Oh well: baby steps.
What I really need to work on now, though, is sleep and steps. I only met my sleep goal four times last week (although I was just four minutes short one night). And, I didn't hit 8,000 steps or 10/12 "movement" dots at all; perhaps that was due to lots of meetings and focused work time, but regardless, I need to up my game.
All of this is to say that I am really excited about keeping this momentum going. I am ready to feel good again -- and am determined to make it happen.
Thanks for reading. :)
Well, I had reason to be excited:
You read that right: three pounds are gone.
I'm really proud of how well I made a goal and stuck with it last week. There were ample opportunities to "slip up," including a Panera-catered breakfast on Monday morning, candy galore at various meetings throughout the work week, and treats in the staff lounge nearly every day. There were also a couple of days where I really wanted a glass of wine or an easy-to-grab-but-full-of-calories dinner, but I opted against all of the above, especially when I saw the "blue dot" was within reach.
(A "blue-dot day" happens when you're close to hitting your daily points target: ten points below or five points above.)
What can I say? For better or for worse, I am extrinsically motivated. Gimme all the blue dots.
Yesterday was a weird day, including breakfast at 11:00 and lunch at 5:00, so don't judge me on my popcorn dinner. |
I mostly stuck to the pre-determined meal plan, too. Some of the meals got moved to different days, and there was one recipe I didn't make at all; but, that will be tonight's dinner instead.
What I am really excited about is that I was not hungry -- like, at all. I think drinking a lot of water and trying to fill myself up with fruits and veggies really helped in that regard.
Also, I was able to have fun meals, too; for instance, I had a poke bowl for lunch/dinner yesterday that was to die for, and on Friday, I had a bagel sandwich (with smoked salmon, capers, and arugula), which was worth every single point.
Last week, I also worked out five days, despite coming down with a late-summer cold. I took Wednesday morning off (a day I normally do Pilates), and I skipped Saturday as well. I normally don't work out on Saturdays, but I was also so ridiculously exhausted (and not feeling well) and pretty much slept all day anyway.
I had some other successes as well: I more than hit my goal with water intake every single day except for one when I was just short of it. (It was Saturday, and I was too busy sleeping all day to drink water.)
I had Caribou and Starbucks once each and sushi zero times; but, to be fair, I did grab a poke bowl twice instead. What can I say? I love me some ahi tuna.
I did an okay job with phone time, but I found myself "ignoring" the time limit a few days. Oh well: baby steps.
What I really need to work on now, though, is sleep and steps. I only met my sleep goal four times last week (although I was just four minutes short one night). And, I didn't hit 8,000 steps or 10/12 "movement" dots at all; perhaps that was due to lots of meetings and focused work time, but regardless, I need to up my game.
All of this is to say that I am really excited about keeping this momentum going. I am ready to feel good again -- and am determined to make it happen.
Thanks for reading. :)
Saturday, August 24, 2019
Routine
I love summer.
I am a teacher, so I technically have three months without work. I emphasized "technically," however, as very few educators I know actually don't work June through August. For instance, I had trainings and various meetings all through June, chaperoned a student trip in July, and continued my curriculum work and leadership meetings throughout August. There were very few days where I did not work on school.
Even when I am "doing school" during the summer, though, it is much more relaxed and without a routine.
Perhaps because I am so Type A, this lack of routine really messes me up, which is why it's now the end of August and I am actually looking forward to having somewhere to be five days a week.
Back to school means back into the groove.
And -- hopefully -- get back to being healthy.
This summer, I have not skimped on my fitness; rather, I have worked out at least five days a week and oftentimes even more if we add in bike rides, hikes, long walks, etc.
What I have not done, however, is focus on healthy habits in other regards. For instance, my nutrition has been horrible: I have enjoyed several White Claws and glasses of prosecco, I have eaten my share of ice cream, I have ramped up my sushi addiction, and I have spent far too much money at Starbucks. Additionally, while I read approximately a billion books this summer, I also spent way too much time binging Netflix and Hulu (specifically all six seasons of Glee, lots of Queer Eye, the new Veronica Mars, etc.) and scrolling on social media.
So, now that school is starting and I have a routine again, I decided to set some goals, some intentions.
Nutrition
Weight Watchers
I have been paying $19.99 per month for absolutely nothing. I weighed myself once this summer and tracked maybe three days of points. FML.
My plan is to absolutely get back to tracking every single thing I put in my body -- and to get a lot of "blue dot" days.
I am also planning to post about this journey on Instagram. I want to use this account more actively, too, so that I am inspired by others who are in the same boat as me. I'd like to start posting dinners I cook, point totals for the day, weekly weight loss, and possibly workouts.
Water
I need to up my water intake significantly. I absolutely need to shoot for a minimum of 80 ounces per day. For some reason this is so much easier when I'm at work.
Fruits & Vegetables
While I cook a lot with vegetables, I rarely make side dishes, and I think bumping up my dinners with more sustenance (i.e. veggies), I will be fuller longer. I'd like to eat at least two servings of fruits and vegetables each day -- in addition to what I include in the meals I cook. So, for instance, I'd like to have a banana for lunch and an apple as an after-school snack, carrots for lunch and green beans at dinner.
Supplements
I have been a rockstar in this regard, so I'm planning to simply continue during the school year. Each day I take prenatal vitamins (I started last year to boost nail and hair growth and continued this year because, well, fingers crossed), Vitamin D, a probiotic specifically for women's health, and Metamucil.
Starbucks and Sushi
This may seem silly, but because of my crazy Starbucks and sushi addictions, I am going to make a goal: I am limiting myself to Starbucks twice a week (hopefully even less than that) and sushi twice a week (again, hopefully even less than that). This is a nutritional goal for sure (although, there are certainly worse addictions food-wise), but it is also a financial goal. Insert wide-eyed and money-with-wings emojis here.
Fitness
Weight Lifting
I am still loving my personal training sessions. I wish I could up it to twice a week rather than just once, but it's already too pricey (with my Pilates membership, too). I recently leg-pressed 1,000 pounds and felt like a total badass, so I'm going to continue setting and crushing goals there.
Pilates
I just love Pilates -- the workout, the studio, the instructors, the friends, everything. I plan to continue my Pilates practice at least four days a week, possibly even five or six. I'm looking forward to my routine again: waking up at 5:15 a.m. for a 6:00 class before work.
Steps
I am back to wearing my Fitbit Alta, and my goal is to get either 10/12 "movement" dots a day (it can be hard to get all 12 due to my commute) or 8,000 steps per day. I would like to have a goal of going on a walk every evening, but I don't know how realistic that is, as I won't get home until later in the evening and will have to cook dinner, straighten up, etc. Stay tuned on that one.
Random
Sleep
I have come to realize that I need a good seven hours of sleep each night in order to function at an optimal level. So, that's my plan.
Phone Time
I spend far too much time randomly scrolling on Instagram and Facebook -- and playing mindless games (like Candy Crush, Two Dots, and Wooden Block Puzzle), specifically when I'm watching TV. There is no reason for that. I am going to limit my "random phone time" to two hours per day. Sadly, I think this one will be tough. But, I also just figured out how to literally limit my screen time, courtesy of my iPhone's settings. So, maybe that'll make it easier.
I'm also hoping, though, that by limiting my phone time, I will also be increasing my reading time (which is already quite high) and possibly my writing time. I truly love writing but just haven't had the motivation to do so much lately -- likely because it's way easier to just zone out on the phone.
Oh, I'll also need to limit the phone to read and write more because I accidentally signed up for more grad school. Insert worried-mom-face emoji here.
So, that's my plan. I'm hoping that if I can stick to these goals, these intentions, I'll feel better about myself. While I am so ridiculously happy in so many ways, I am also feeling very, very low in the area of self-esteem, self-image lately. I want to get back to feeling amazing.
I am a teacher, so I technically have three months without work. I emphasized "technically," however, as very few educators I know actually don't work June through August. For instance, I had trainings and various meetings all through June, chaperoned a student trip in July, and continued my curriculum work and leadership meetings throughout August. There were very few days where I did not work on school.
Even when I am "doing school" during the summer, though, it is much more relaxed and without a routine.
Perhaps because I am so Type A, this lack of routine really messes me up, which is why it's now the end of August and I am actually looking forward to having somewhere to be five days a week.
Back to school means back into the groove.
And -- hopefully -- get back to being healthy.
This summer, I have not skimped on my fitness; rather, I have worked out at least five days a week and oftentimes even more if we add in bike rides, hikes, long walks, etc.
What I have not done, however, is focus on healthy habits in other regards. For instance, my nutrition has been horrible: I have enjoyed several White Claws and glasses of prosecco, I have eaten my share of ice cream, I have ramped up my sushi addiction, and I have spent far too much money at Starbucks. Additionally, while I read approximately a billion books this summer, I also spent way too much time binging Netflix and Hulu (specifically all six seasons of Glee, lots of Queer Eye, the new Veronica Mars, etc.) and scrolling on social media.
So, now that school is starting and I have a routine again, I decided to set some goals, some intentions.
Nutrition
Weight Watchers
I have been paying $19.99 per month for absolutely nothing. I weighed myself once this summer and tracked maybe three days of points. FML.
My plan is to absolutely get back to tracking every single thing I put in my body -- and to get a lot of "blue dot" days.
I am also planning to post about this journey on Instagram. I want to use this account more actively, too, so that I am inspired by others who are in the same boat as me. I'd like to start posting dinners I cook, point totals for the day, weekly weight loss, and possibly workouts.
Water
I need to up my water intake significantly. I absolutely need to shoot for a minimum of 80 ounces per day. For some reason this is so much easier when I'm at work.
La Croix totally counts in my water intake. |
Fruits & Vegetables
While I cook a lot with vegetables, I rarely make side dishes, and I think bumping up my dinners with more sustenance (i.e. veggies), I will be fuller longer. I'd like to eat at least two servings of fruits and vegetables each day -- in addition to what I include in the meals I cook. So, for instance, I'd like to have a banana for lunch and an apple as an after-school snack, carrots for lunch and green beans at dinner.
Supplements
I have been a rockstar in this regard, so I'm planning to simply continue during the school year. Each day I take prenatal vitamins (I started last year to boost nail and hair growth and continued this year because, well, fingers crossed), Vitamin D, a probiotic specifically for women's health, and Metamucil.
Starbucks and Sushi
This may seem silly, but because of my crazy Starbucks and sushi addictions, I am going to make a goal: I am limiting myself to Starbucks twice a week (hopefully even less than that) and sushi twice a week (again, hopefully even less than that). This is a nutritional goal for sure (although, there are certainly worse addictions food-wise), but it is also a financial goal. Insert wide-eyed and money-with-wings emojis here.
Fitness
Weight Lifting
I am still loving my personal training sessions. I wish I could up it to twice a week rather than just once, but it's already too pricey (with my Pilates membership, too). I recently leg-pressed 1,000 pounds and felt like a total badass, so I'm going to continue setting and crushing goals there.
This was a while ago; hopefully my back looks even stronger now. |
Pilates
I just love Pilates -- the workout, the studio, the instructors, the friends, everything. I plan to continue my Pilates practice at least four days a week, possibly even five or six. I'm looking forward to my routine again: waking up at 5:15 a.m. for a 6:00 class before work.
This was also a million years ago; I want to try it again soon. |
Steps
I am back to wearing my Fitbit Alta, and my goal is to get either 10/12 "movement" dots a day (it can be hard to get all 12 due to my commute) or 8,000 steps per day. I would like to have a goal of going on a walk every evening, but I don't know how realistic that is, as I won't get home until later in the evening and will have to cook dinner, straighten up, etc. Stay tuned on that one.
Random
Sleep
I have come to realize that I need a good seven hours of sleep each night in order to function at an optimal level. So, that's my plan.
100% not me -- but 100% what I look like when I sleep. |
Phone Time
I spend far too much time randomly scrolling on Instagram and Facebook -- and playing mindless games (like Candy Crush, Two Dots, and Wooden Block Puzzle), specifically when I'm watching TV. There is no reason for that. I am going to limit my "random phone time" to two hours per day. Sadly, I think this one will be tough. But, I also just figured out how to literally limit my screen time, courtesy of my iPhone's settings. So, maybe that'll make it easier.
I'm also hoping, though, that by limiting my phone time, I will also be increasing my reading time (which is already quite high) and possibly my writing time. I truly love writing but just haven't had the motivation to do so much lately -- likely because it's way easier to just zone out on the phone.
Oh, I'll also need to limit the phone to read and write more because I accidentally signed up for more grad school. Insert worried-mom-face emoji here.
So, that's my plan. I'm hoping that if I can stick to these goals, these intentions, I'll feel better about myself. While I am so ridiculously happy in so many ways, I am also feeling very, very low in the area of self-esteem, self-image lately. I want to get back to feeling amazing.
Tuesday, February 26, 2019
Proud
I haven't updated y'all with a weight-loss / weight-gain post since February 4th, which was a whopping three weeks ago. So, here's the result of that time period:
Honestly, it's what I expected, as I mentioned in my last post: with traveling, having 8,000 snow/cold days, coming down with The Plague, and just getting off track in general, the scale was bound to move in the less-desired direction.
So, you may be wondering why in the world I titled my post Proud. Well, friends, let me tell you:
1. I have had two super-hard workouts already this week. Both yesterday and today, Pilates was tough, and I pushed myself.
At my main location (Woodbury), we're working on an advanced-to-me move, Snake:
This video is 100% not me.
I am very strong, and I am pretty decent at most Pilates moves. I am not, however, good at anything that involves holding myself up with my arms/wrists/hands, especially when it involves a moving surface.
I'm not entirely sure why. Part of it, I think, is that my elbows hyper-extend quite a bit, and I'm worried about them doing so when I'm trying to hold myself up; also, this hyperextension can make my wrists pretty sore when I put weight on them. Part of it is that I am not confident in the strength of my arms versus the power of my legs.
Whatever the reason, these types of movements terrify me.
But yesterday, I attempted a very-adapted version of the exercise pictured above, and I was able to get up -- albeit for a short time -- on my wrists. And that made me proud.
2. I stuck to my nutritional plan both yesterday and today. Yesterday, it was fairly easy, but today, I chaperoned a field trip, and our wonderful cafeteria workers packed me a sack lunch. While I ate the apple sauce, I opted out of the turkey sandwich, chips, and animal crackers and instead ate the lunch I packed. (I did, however, eat the animal crackers -- and tracked them -- on my way-too-long commute home.)
And speaking of that long commute home, I really didn't want to cook and instead wanted Jesus and I just to head to a restaurant instead. But, we made a good choice: we got home, cooked some fast (and delicious) chicken, and noshed on a salad instead.
3. The aforementioned field trip was so much fun. We took our Student Leadership Team to Base Camp for team-building and leadership-strengthening activities.
We started the morning with a goofy ice breaker; most of the students participated, but some were definitely "too cool."
That quickly changed, though, when we did the first "challenge." The whole group had to "island hop" across a "lake full of lava," and they only had two thin boards to use for assistance. It started off as a very individualistic activity, but students quickly realized they had to work together -- and did a really great job of it.
We did another activity where they were all thisclose to each other, which on any other day would likely have not worked; my students really like their space, often wanting to sit all alone rather than with even one more person at the table. But they all participated, and they all did great.
After a quick lunch, we were going to do a high ropes course but instead opted to rock climb. I was originally a bit salty about this, as rock climbing is hard, and I have never been super successful at it. I really wanted to participate -- and be a kid with, well, the kids, but I was uncertain that I could, simply because I am not good at rock climbing.
Well, guess what?
That's me! And I'm, like, a little more than halfway up the wall!
It was really, really hard, and I was really, really not confident, but I did it!
I asked a student to take photos while I was climbing, and I'm not going to lie: while I wanted photo documentation of my attempt, I was dreading what the pictures would look like. I mean, it's hard to look amazing (suck it in, pop it out, get the good angles, find the light, etc.) while in weird climbing formation.
But you know what? I'm not super disappointed in these photos! In fact, I think I look pretty darn strong! And, I'm really, really proud of myself.
So even though the scale has gone up over the last three weeks, I am overall very pleased with how I'm doing: I feel strong, I feel (more) confident, I am stepping outside of my comfort zone and taking risks, and I am looking better -- even in those unplanned, unposed photos. :)
Oh, and even with this recent gain, I'm still down 9.8 pounds overall.
And as I continue to stick to my nutritional plan, I know I'll keep going down.
Adios!
Honestly, it's what I expected, as I mentioned in my last post: with traveling, having 8,000 snow/cold days, coming down with The Plague, and just getting off track in general, the scale was bound to move in the less-desired direction.
So, you may be wondering why in the world I titled my post Proud. Well, friends, let me tell you:
1. I have had two super-hard workouts already this week. Both yesterday and today, Pilates was tough, and I pushed myself.
At my main location (Woodbury), we're working on an advanced-to-me move, Snake:
This video is 100% not me.
I am very strong, and I am pretty decent at most Pilates moves. I am not, however, good at anything that involves holding myself up with my arms/wrists/hands, especially when it involves a moving surface.
I'm not entirely sure why. Part of it, I think, is that my elbows hyper-extend quite a bit, and I'm worried about them doing so when I'm trying to hold myself up; also, this hyperextension can make my wrists pretty sore when I put weight on them. Part of it is that I am not confident in the strength of my arms versus the power of my legs.
Whatever the reason, these types of movements terrify me.
But yesterday, I attempted a very-adapted version of the exercise pictured above, and I was able to get up -- albeit for a short time -- on my wrists. And that made me proud.
2. I stuck to my nutritional plan both yesterday and today. Yesterday, it was fairly easy, but today, I chaperoned a field trip, and our wonderful cafeteria workers packed me a sack lunch. While I ate the apple sauce, I opted out of the turkey sandwich, chips, and animal crackers and instead ate the lunch I packed. (I did, however, eat the animal crackers -- and tracked them -- on my way-too-long commute home.)
And speaking of that long commute home, I really didn't want to cook and instead wanted Jesus and I just to head to a restaurant instead. But, we made a good choice: we got home, cooked some fast (and delicious) chicken, and noshed on a salad instead.
3. The aforementioned field trip was so much fun. We took our Student Leadership Team to Base Camp for team-building and leadership-strengthening activities.
We started the morning with a goofy ice breaker; most of the students participated, but some were definitely "too cool."
That quickly changed, though, when we did the first "challenge." The whole group had to "island hop" across a "lake full of lava," and they only had two thin boards to use for assistance. It started off as a very individualistic activity, but students quickly realized they had to work together -- and did a really great job of it.
We did another activity where they were all thisclose to each other, which on any other day would likely have not worked; my students really like their space, often wanting to sit all alone rather than with even one more person at the table. But they all participated, and they all did great.
After a quick lunch, we were going to do a high ropes course but instead opted to rock climb. I was originally a bit salty about this, as rock climbing is hard, and I have never been super successful at it. I really wanted to participate -- and be a kid with, well, the kids, but I was uncertain that I could, simply because I am not good at rock climbing.
Well, guess what?
That's me! And I'm, like, a little more than halfway up the wall!
It was really, really hard, and I was really, really not confident, but I did it!
I asked a student to take photos while I was climbing, and I'm not going to lie: while I wanted photo documentation of my attempt, I was dreading what the pictures would look like. I mean, it's hard to look amazing (suck it in, pop it out, get the good angles, find the light, etc.) while in weird climbing formation.
But you know what? I'm not super disappointed in these photos! In fact, I think I look pretty darn strong! And, I'm really, really proud of myself.
So even though the scale has gone up over the last three weeks, I am overall very pleased with how I'm doing: I feel strong, I feel (more) confident, I am stepping outside of my comfort zone and taking risks, and I am looking better -- even in those unplanned, unposed photos. :)
Oh, and even with this recent gain, I'm still down 9.8 pounds overall.
And as I continue to stick to my nutritional plan, I know I'll keep going down.
Adios!
Sunday, February 24, 2019
Off Track
Y'all, I got wayyyyyyy off track the last few weeks. As I've mentioned before, I thrive on routine, and my life the last month has been anything but routine.
The last week of January, we had four snow days in a row. Then I came down with some serious sickness, went to work for two days (one of which was a teacher workshop day), and then headed out of town for three days. Less than a week later, two of my best friends came to the Twin Cities, and then the next day, the three of us and my other BFF went to Daytona for four days. This past week, we had yet another snow day.
It's been crazy, to say the least.
And my nutrition has suffered -- hard core.
But I will get back to the grind. Tomorrow, I start anew with a weigh-in, daily/weekly points, and 100% tracking. I'm also going to restart my goal-tracking, as I completely fell off the wagon in that regard, too.
In order to stick better to my nutritional plan, I'm going to focus on my why: the reason that eating healthfully is so important to me, the rationale through which I will achieve my goals.
First and foremost, I want to feel good. I have to admit, though, that I've been feeling pretty amazing the last few months, even though I'm not looking quite the way I want to look. Much of that likely has to do with a solid workout regime, some mindful self care (through relaxing baths, reading, writing, time with friends and family, etc.), and better nutrition.
Second, I want to look good. I realize how superficial that may sound, but it's true. For me, it's not necessarily "looking good" so that I can wear a certain thing (I already wear what I want -- but it'd be nice to fit into the cute clothes that are already in my closet) or so that people find me attractive (my boo tells me everyday how beautiful I am). Rather, I want to look the way I feel, especially strength-wise. I want my hard work in the gym to show in my physical appearance.
This image popped up on my TimeHop from three years ago:
Granted, this is not going to be a flattering pose/angle for anyone, and while I felt super strong while she was taking the picture (I mean, I was pressing seven hundred and twenty pounds), I was so disappointed when I saw the photo.
I want to look like the girl from three years ago.
Also, I have a wedding coming up. I'd like to look as smokin' as possible in that wedding dress (even though I know that Jesus is going to cry when he sees me in it regardless -- he's going to think I look beautiful no matter what the number on the scale says), and I don't want to worry about not liking how I look in the photographs.
So, that's my why*: I want to feel good, and I want to look good. I want my inner strength (and my physical strength) to show outwardly.
With my current workout routine -- and with walking and light running added in as soon as spring decides to arrive -- and better nutrition, I know that I can get there.
*Also, I'm paying money for Weight Watchers. I need to stick to it, otherwise I'm basically throwing money away. Come on, Emily.
The last week of January, we had four snow days in a row. Then I came down with some serious sickness, went to work for two days (one of which was a teacher workshop day), and then headed out of town for three days. Less than a week later, two of my best friends came to the Twin Cities, and then the next day, the three of us and my other BFF went to Daytona for four days. This past week, we had yet another snow day.
It's been crazy, to say the least.
And my nutrition has suffered -- hard core.
But I will get back to the grind. Tomorrow, I start anew with a weigh-in, daily/weekly points, and 100% tracking. I'm also going to restart my goal-tracking, as I completely fell off the wagon in that regard, too.
In order to stick better to my nutritional plan, I'm going to focus on my why: the reason that eating healthfully is so important to me, the rationale through which I will achieve my goals.
First and foremost, I want to feel good. I have to admit, though, that I've been feeling pretty amazing the last few months, even though I'm not looking quite the way I want to look. Much of that likely has to do with a solid workout regime, some mindful self care (through relaxing baths, reading, writing, time with friends and family, etc.), and better nutrition.
Second, I want to look good. I realize how superficial that may sound, but it's true. For me, it's not necessarily "looking good" so that I can wear a certain thing (I already wear what I want -- but it'd be nice to fit into the cute clothes that are already in my closet) or so that people find me attractive (my boo tells me everyday how beautiful I am). Rather, I want to look the way I feel, especially strength-wise. I want my hard work in the gym to show in my physical appearance.
This image popped up on my TimeHop from three years ago:
I was definitely not in as great a place mentally as I am right now, but I was eating well and working out a ton (probably a little too much, hence the ankle injury that has sidelined me too dang much).
I loved the way I looked, though, and I truthfully feel like I've never looked better. I wasn't thin by any means, but I was strong, and my muscles were poppin'.
This is a photo that my trainer posted several days ago:
I want to look like the girl from three years ago.
Also, I have a wedding coming up. I'd like to look as smokin' as possible in that wedding dress (even though I know that Jesus is going to cry when he sees me in it regardless -- he's going to think I look beautiful no matter what the number on the scale says), and I don't want to worry about not liking how I look in the photographs.
So, that's my why*: I want to feel good, and I want to look good. I want my inner strength (and my physical strength) to show outwardly.
With my current workout routine -- and with walking and light running added in as soon as spring decides to arrive -- and better nutrition, I know that I can get there.
*Also, I'm paying money for Weight Watchers. I need to stick to it, otherwise I'm basically throwing money away. Come on, Emily.
Monday, February 4, 2019
The Plague
This is going to be an ultra-short post, as I came down with some sort of sickness -- likely The Plague -- on Friday night, and it's been kicking my butt ever since. I was couch-bound all weekend, but I did get up to go to work today, only because a.) it was a professional development day and therefore relatively easy and b.) I will be missing Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday for a conference in Duluth. Oh, and c.) I never call in sick because I'm stupid.
But, I wanted to update the ol' blog with my weekly weight change. This time, it went in the right direction:
Because this was the first non-January weigh-in, I also thought I'd update my yearly weight-loss calendar:
Despite the two weeks that I've gained weight over the course of this journey (both of which were in January), I have lost a total of 13 pounds in eleven weeks.
I also think I should have taken measurements at the beginning, as I don't think this accurately represents what I've lost. After all, I've been gaining a ton of muscle (that has allowed me to leg-press 720 pounds, for instance), so I've been "tightening up" and "slimming down."
My Pilates instructor noticed last week, which made me feel super good.
February should be an interesting month regarding this whole weight-loss adventure, as I have a couple of trips planned. First, as I mentioned above, I will be heading to Duluth on Wednesday morning and will be returning Friday evening; I will be there for a conference, and I will therefore have limited options regarding food, especially for breakfast and lunch. I plan to make good choices, but I also don't know how much control I'll ultimately have.
Second, I'm headed to Daytona Beach next weekend for a sort of bachelorette party -- that is really just an excuse to have a weekend by the ocean with my girlfriends. I am SO excited. And, I can guarantee you that I'll be eating a lot of oysters, fish sandwiches, French fries with malt vinegar, and hush puppies, and I'll be drinking my share of piña coladas and red wine. And, I'm not going to trip over that at all.
Oh, and we will be in town for the Daytona 500, so people-watching will be amazing.
But for now, I'm going to go lie down on the couch or in my bed. My head is throbbing, and I have been vertical for far too long.
"See" y'all soon!
But, I wanted to update the ol' blog with my weekly weight change. This time, it went in the right direction:
Because this was the first non-January weigh-in, I also thought I'd update my yearly weight-loss calendar:
Despite the two weeks that I've gained weight over the course of this journey (both of which were in January), I have lost a total of 13 pounds in eleven weeks.
I also think I should have taken measurements at the beginning, as I don't think this accurately represents what I've lost. After all, I've been gaining a ton of muscle (that has allowed me to leg-press 720 pounds, for instance), so I've been "tightening up" and "slimming down."
My Pilates instructor noticed last week, which made me feel super good.
February should be an interesting month regarding this whole weight-loss adventure, as I have a couple of trips planned. First, as I mentioned above, I will be heading to Duluth on Wednesday morning and will be returning Friday evening; I will be there for a conference, and I will therefore have limited options regarding food, especially for breakfast and lunch. I plan to make good choices, but I also don't know how much control I'll ultimately have.
Second, I'm headed to Daytona Beach next weekend for a sort of bachelorette party -- that is really just an excuse to have a weekend by the ocean with my girlfriends. I am SO excited. And, I can guarantee you that I'll be eating a lot of oysters, fish sandwiches, French fries with malt vinegar, and hush puppies, and I'll be drinking my share of piña coladas and red wine. And, I'm not going to trip over that at all.
One of my all-time favorite bars -- the Ocean Deck -- where much of the aforementioned eating/drinking will happen. |
Oh, and we will be in town for the Daytona 500, so people-watching will be amazing.
But for now, I'm going to go lie down on the couch or in my bed. My head is throbbing, and I have been vertical for far too long.
"See" y'all soon!
Thursday, January 31, 2019
Winter Break, Take Two
Along with much of the Midwest, I've been snowed/cold-ed in for the last several days. This is the longest stretch of unexpected days off of school I have had in my entire life. I have not been to work since last Friday.
It has been so nice.
(Before I get any further, though, I have to say that while it has been nice for me, I know it has likely been challenging for many of my students, particularly those who do not have reliable housing, those who rely on school for food, etc. We were also supposed to have the food pantry come to school on Monday -- a service on which many of our students depend -- but we had a snow day. So, I am constantly trying to reconcile my feelings of joy and relaxation with empathy for others' situations.)
School was called fairly early on Sunday -- for Monday. And then on Monday afternoon, both Tuesday and Wednesday were called due to temperature (-50 degree windchill), and Thursday was called last Wednesday afternoon. It's been absolutely bonkers.
On Monday, I slept in and went to a later Pilates class. It was pretty darn cold, and the roads were a bit slippery, but it wasn't horrible. Then I came home and shoveled so got a "bonus" workout.
On Tuesday, I slept in again and went to another Pilates class. When I first went outside, I was like, "Okay, this is chilly, but it's not the worst." Then I went tanning (hey, I'm going to Florida in a couple of weeks), and it was across the street from Bibelot, an amazing store that is closing and therefore offering huge discounts, so I wanted to check it out. I was outside for maybe three minutes, and that was enough for me: it was the coldest air I had ever felt. It was honestly hard to breathe! After that, I went to Firestone for an oil change, where they promptly told me I needed a new battery or my car would not start on Wednesday.
On Wednesday, I slept in and had plans to do absolutely nothing. The wind chill was -50, and there was no reason for me to venture outside for even a second. Jesus, though, was going to run an errand with my car; however, it wouldn't start -- despite my brand-new battery.
Today, I picked up my car from Firestone (apparently it was flooded?) and went to my training session (and leg-pressed seven hundred and twenty pounds). I have to say that it was kind of nice to get out of the house, even for just a teeny tiny bit.
Also, today's -4 degrees felt -- dare I say it? -- WARM. I'm clearly a Minnesotan now.
What, might you ask, have I done in the last six days?
1. I watched a lot of TV: The Ted Bundy Tapes, Catwalk, The Assassination of Gianni Versace, and lots of random shows like Grey's Anatomy, This Is Us, Schitt's Creek, Big Mouth, Criminal Minds, Seth Meyers, etc.
2. I read Eleanor Oliphant is Completely Fine and absolutely loved it; I hope there will be a sequel. I started The Lost Girls and am excited to read more of it today.
3. I did an entire 1,000-piece puzzle in approximately 12 hours.
4. Jesus and I played a lot of Backgammon. And when he went to the basement to paint, I also played myself in Backgammon.
5. I did some online shopping because, well, Florida.
6. Jesus and I had a mini spa day with facials, and then I painted my nails and took a bath with a bomb and bubbles; it was glorious.
7. I snuggled a lot of kitties. I think they're going to have a rude awakening when we have to go back to work tomorrow. (Although, they'll be back to their new reality when we're home again on Saturday and Sunday.)
What I haven't done is clean the house (aside from vacuuming the stairs), do anything for school, put on makeup, plan any wedding things, be productive, drink enough water, or stick 100% to my nutritional plan.
But you know what? I've kind of needed this lack of productivity. Our actual winter break felt super busy and go-go-go, so having these unexpected days off only a month later has been really nice and has been a time for me to actually breathe.
So, I'm going to soak up these last few hours of "bonus" winter break by reading, relaxing, and rejuvenating.
"See" y'all soon!
It has been so nice.
(Before I get any further, though, I have to say that while it has been nice for me, I know it has likely been challenging for many of my students, particularly those who do not have reliable housing, those who rely on school for food, etc. We were also supposed to have the food pantry come to school on Monday -- a service on which many of our students depend -- but we had a snow day. So, I am constantly trying to reconcile my feelings of joy and relaxation with empathy for others' situations.)
School was called fairly early on Sunday -- for Monday. And then on Monday afternoon, both Tuesday and Wednesday were called due to temperature (-50 degree windchill), and Thursday was called last Wednesday afternoon. It's been absolutely bonkers.
Raygun is the best. |
On Monday, I slept in and went to a later Pilates class. It was pretty darn cold, and the roads were a bit slippery, but it wasn't horrible. Then I came home and shoveled so got a "bonus" workout.
On Tuesday, I slept in again and went to another Pilates class. When I first went outside, I was like, "Okay, this is chilly, but it's not the worst." Then I went tanning (hey, I'm going to Florida in a couple of weeks), and it was across the street from Bibelot, an amazing store that is closing and therefore offering huge discounts, so I wanted to check it out. I was outside for maybe three minutes, and that was enough for me: it was the coldest air I had ever felt. It was honestly hard to breathe! After that, I went to Firestone for an oil change, where they promptly told me I needed a new battery or my car would not start on Wednesday.
On Wednesday, I slept in and had plans to do absolutely nothing. The wind chill was -50, and there was no reason for me to venture outside for even a second. Jesus, though, was going to run an errand with my car; however, it wouldn't start -- despite my brand-new battery.
Today, I picked up my car from Firestone (apparently it was flooded?) and went to my training session (and leg-pressed seven hundred and twenty pounds). I have to say that it was kind of nice to get out of the house, even for just a teeny tiny bit.
Also, today's -4 degrees felt -- dare I say it? -- WARM. I'm clearly a Minnesotan now.
What, might you ask, have I done in the last six days?
1. I watched a lot of TV: The Ted Bundy Tapes, Catwalk, The Assassination of Gianni Versace, and lots of random shows like Grey's Anatomy, This Is Us, Schitt's Creek, Big Mouth, Criminal Minds, Seth Meyers, etc.
2. I read Eleanor Oliphant is Completely Fine and absolutely loved it; I hope there will be a sequel. I started The Lost Girls and am excited to read more of it today.
3. I did an entire 1,000-piece puzzle in approximately 12 hours.
She's such a good helper. |
4. Jesus and I played a lot of Backgammon. And when he went to the basement to paint, I also played myself in Backgammon.
5. I did some online shopping because, well, Florida.
6. Jesus and I had a mini spa day with facials, and then I painted my nails and took a bath with a bomb and bubbles; it was glorious.
7. I snuggled a lot of kitties. I think they're going to have a rude awakening when we have to go back to work tomorrow. (Although, they'll be back to their new reality when we're home again on Saturday and Sunday.)
Not pictured: the girl kitty who only wants attention when we're trying to do something, like putting together a puzzle, playing Backgammon, or cooking. |
What I haven't done is clean the house (aside from vacuuming the stairs), do anything for school, put on makeup, plan any wedding things, be productive, drink enough water, or stick 100% to my nutritional plan.
But you know what? I've kind of needed this lack of productivity. Our actual winter break felt super busy and go-go-go, so having these unexpected days off only a month later has been really nice and has been a time for me to actually breathe.
So, I'm going to soak up these last few hours of "bonus" winter break by reading, relaxing, and rejuvenating.
"See" y'all soon!
Monday, January 28, 2019
Expectations: Met
Last week started off super strong on the nutrition front, and then it kind of tanked.
This may fall under the realm of TMI, but if you're a long-time reader of my writing, you know that we're past that point. I mean, remember these posts?
If you didn't click on that link yet, go ahead and do so now: you will see that nearly five years ago, I opted for an IUD. As a result, I haven't had a "real" period since, and it's been glorious. However, likely because my body is realizing that this device's time is nearing its end, the ol' monthly visitor has been slowly but surely making a reappearance -- and has been bringing all her baggage right along with her.
Cut to this weekend: all I wanted was pizza and French silk pie.
Pizza, I can understand: it's seriously one of my all-time favorite foods, and prior to Weight Watchers, I bet we ate it once a week (or at least once every two weeks). I haven't had pizza since prior to Thanksgiving, and I was craving it something fierce.
French silk pie, though? I don't know where the heck that came from. Sure, I like pie, and yeah, I like chocolate, and I suppose French silk used to be my favorite (like, years ago). But I haven't had a craving for pie ever, nor have I even eaten French silk pie in probably ten years.
Cravings are weird, y'all, and they're something I haven't missed in the last five years.
The intense desire for pie started on Thursday or Friday, and I kind of brushed it away: I did not need pie. By the time Saturday rolled around, though, and the craving hadn't dissipated, I acquiesced -- and picked up a frozen pie on my weekly grocery run.
So for dinner on Saturday? We had pizza, French silk pie, and -- wait for it -- salad. I mean, we couldn't be totally unhealthy, right?
I also had two pieces of pie yesterday: one for breakfast and one for after-dinner dessert. And yep, I finished off one slice this morning. (And now the whole thing is gone, THANK GOD.)
So needless to say, I gained weight this week.
Even though this was a direct quote out of my mouth a few hours ago -- "I ate the last piece of pie and now hate myself" -- I'm actually okay with it.
I know that a few factors contributed to the weight gain: the aforementioned nutrition, a few days of not getting enough water (and too much sodium), and missing a day of working out. (I know realistically that one day of missing a workout isn't going to kill me, but...I still wish I would have been able to make it happen.)
I'm trying hard to be optimistic about this week, but there's a lot of lack-of-routine happening: we had a snow day today, and tomorrow and Wednesday are already cancelled due to crazy-low temperatures. And honestly, I will not be super surprised if we don't have school on Thursday either. Time will tell.
I thrive on routine, which is why weekends are kind of hard for me on the nutrition front -- which is also why I really wish I would've chosen any day but Monday to weigh in. :) So, the fact that we have what is effectively a five-day weekend right now is tough.
Today could have been better on the nutrition front (hello, pie), but I'm going to refocus and start anew tomorrow morning. Although, all I want to do during Polar Vortex 2019 is drink wine and eat alllllll the carbs.
Stay tuned, y'all! And stay warm! :)
This may fall under the realm of TMI, but if you're a long-time reader of my writing, you know that we're past that point. I mean, remember these posts?
If you didn't click on that link yet, go ahead and do so now: you will see that nearly five years ago, I opted for an IUD. As a result, I haven't had a "real" period since, and it's been glorious. However, likely because my body is realizing that this device's time is nearing its end, the ol' monthly visitor has been slowly but surely making a reappearance -- and has been bringing all her baggage right along with her.
Cut to this weekend: all I wanted was pizza and French silk pie.
Pizza, I can understand: it's seriously one of my all-time favorite foods, and prior to Weight Watchers, I bet we ate it once a week (or at least once every two weeks). I haven't had pizza since prior to Thanksgiving, and I was craving it something fierce.
French silk pie, though? I don't know where the heck that came from. Sure, I like pie, and yeah, I like chocolate, and I suppose French silk used to be my favorite (like, years ago). But I haven't had a craving for pie ever, nor have I even eaten French silk pie in probably ten years.
Nom Nom Nom |
Cravings are weird, y'all, and they're something I haven't missed in the last five years.
The intense desire for pie started on Thursday or Friday, and I kind of brushed it away: I did not need pie. By the time Saturday rolled around, though, and the craving hadn't dissipated, I acquiesced -- and picked up a frozen pie on my weekly grocery run.
So for dinner on Saturday? We had pizza, French silk pie, and -- wait for it -- salad. I mean, we couldn't be totally unhealthy, right?
I also had two pieces of pie yesterday: one for breakfast and one for after-dinner dessert. And yep, I finished off one slice this morning. (And now the whole thing is gone, THANK GOD.)
So needless to say, I gained weight this week.
Even though this was a direct quote out of my mouth a few hours ago -- "I ate the last piece of pie and now hate myself" -- I'm actually okay with it.
I know that a few factors contributed to the weight gain: the aforementioned nutrition, a few days of not getting enough water (and too much sodium), and missing a day of working out. (I know realistically that one day of missing a workout isn't going to kill me, but...I still wish I would have been able to make it happen.)
I'm trying hard to be optimistic about this week, but there's a lot of lack-of-routine happening: we had a snow day today, and tomorrow and Wednesday are already cancelled due to crazy-low temperatures. And honestly, I will not be super surprised if we don't have school on Thursday either. Time will tell.
I thrive on routine, which is why weekends are kind of hard for me on the nutrition front -- which is also why I really wish I would've chosen any day but Monday to weigh in. :) So, the fact that we have what is effectively a five-day weekend right now is tough.
Today could have been better on the nutrition front (hello, pie), but I'm going to refocus and start anew tomorrow morning. Although, all I want to do during Polar Vortex 2019 is drink wine and eat alllllll the carbs.
Accurate photo of me preparing for hibernation. |
Monday, January 21, 2019
Phew
Yesterday, I mentioned that my week started off super strong but then tapered off a bit as it continued. I thrive on routine, so while I am a rockstar during the week at school, I tend to fall off the wagon a bit at home on the weekends. Like, I drink so little water, I eat a box of gummy lifesavers (what? I don't even like gummy lifesavers), etc.
So needless to say, I was -- per usual -- a tad worried to step on the scale this morning.
But, per usual, I had no reason to worry. Weight Watchers works, y'all: there's a reason they give you weekly points.
Yep: I am down 2.8 pounds this week. For those keeping track at home, that is a whopping twelve pounds overall, twelve pounds since Thanksgiving.
I am feeling better, I am looking better, and I am stronger. I am pretty darn proud of myself.
Today, I slept in, am going to do a bit of work for school, hit a Pilates class, do some more work for school, get a haircut/color, and meet with our wedding venue representative. For a "day off" of school, it's a pretty jam-packed day. But, after a lot of lounging around yesterday (save for a tough Pilates class and grocery shopping), I'm ready for some productivity.
And then maybe some more binging of The Assassination of Gianni Versace: American Crime Story. Y'all, that show is amazing.
I hope y'all have a great day!
So needless to say, I was -- per usual -- a tad worried to step on the scale this morning.
But, per usual, I had no reason to worry. Weight Watchers works, y'all: there's a reason they give you weekly points.
Yep: I am down 2.8 pounds this week. For those keeping track at home, that is a whopping twelve pounds overall, twelve pounds since Thanksgiving.
I am feeling better, I am looking better, and I am stronger. I am pretty darn proud of myself.
Today, I slept in, am going to do a bit of work for school, hit a Pilates class, do some more work for school, get a haircut/color, and meet with our wedding venue representative. For a "day off" of school, it's a pretty jam-packed day. But, after a lot of lounging around yesterday (save for a tough Pilates class and grocery shopping), I'm ready for some productivity.
And then maybe some more binging of The Assassination of Gianni Versace: American Crime Story. Y'all, that show is amazing.
Plus, it has Ricky Martin -- ooh la la. |
Sunday, January 20, 2019
Seven Days for Every Body
I included this photo in my last post and mentioned that I intended to write more and not simply focus on weight loss.
And here I am, six days later, and I haven't touched on any of these topics.
Because I have some free time right now (and some motivation to write), I thought I might as well write about all seven.
My 2019 Mantra
Balance
I have gotten pretty good at this over the past year or so -- especially in the last couple of months. But, there is always room to improve, and I want to continue working on balance.
Yes, I need to continue to balance work and home: as a teacher, it is very difficult to leave work at work. There are always lessons to be planned, papers to be graded, etc., but my students also take up a lot of my thoughts; I work in an alternative school, and as a teacher who values authentic relationships and who encourages her students to speak their truths, I often have students unload on me, and it can be very emotionally taxing.
I will say, though, that I have gotten much better at this in the last several years. However, even as I was focusing on balance, I thought to myself that I should really, really be planning my next unit right now. So, I clearly have some work to do.
In addition to work/home, though, I also need to balance some other things: time with my partner, time vegging out in front of mindless TV, time reading, time planning the wedding, time with friends, time writing, etc. Again, this has improved in the last several weeks, especially through the use of my habit tracker, but I know I can still do better.
And, I want to be better about balancing being super-duper healthy (i.e. working out like crazy, eating very healthy, etc.) with being a little more relaxed (i.e. taking a rest day, not freaking out about having a brownie). I am continuing to improve in this area -- and Weight Watchers has certainly helped, especially with the mindset around food -- but yes, there's still room for improvement.
My Go-To ZeroPoint Food
Weight Watchers has a list of more than 200 zero-point foods; these are foods that can be eaten in unlimited amounts. (I mean, these foods still have calories, but they are deemed "zero points" because it's a lot less likely to binge on a bag of chicken breasts than it is to down a bag of chips.)
I have two favorites:
Sometimes I wonder when I'm going to turn orange due to carrot consumption. Jesus's former roommate, actually, used to tease me non-stop about the amount of baby carrots I brought over.
What can I say? I love 'em.
My Why
In Weight Watchers, the "why" is essentially your motivation: why did you join Weight Watchers? Why do you want to lose weight?
This certainly deserves a longer post, and I will definitely write it soon. For now, though, I will just say that my "why" is to feel more like myself. Sure, I want to look better, but I also want to continue feeling better. And, of course, I want to look smokin' hot on my wedding day. (But, that is also not my ultimate why. I don't think it's healthy to focus on just appearance or on just one day.)
A Fitness Move/Class I Love
I think y'all already know this one: I love Pilates, and I love lifting. (I would really like to be able to love running again, but I'm not sure that's in the cards for me with my shoddy ankle.)
Speaking of lifting, I had another amazing victory the other day: I leg-pressed 680 pounds for 20 reps. Prior to getting on the machine, my trainer (Tyler) told me that we were going to hit 20 today, and when I saw the weight he added, I was like, "Bwahaha!" He told me to just do as many as I could, and we would adjust accordingly.
Around rep 16, I told Tyler that I didn't think I could do anymore, and he said to keep pushing, that he was right there with me. With a teeny tiny bit of assistance from Tyler, I pushed out the last three reps (and even held the final one for almost the full 15 seconds -- which, let me tell you, is super freaking hard). I think that both Tyler and I were surprised that I was able to do the entire set at that weight.
These big-ass legs are good for something! |
I will say, though, that I did a lot of sitting down the rest of the day -- and I was thankful that I forgot my wedges at home and had to wear my Uggs all day instead. My legs during my workout on Friday morning, too, were totally shot; my muscles were pooped.
Fave Weight Watchers Freestyle Recipe
This is another topic about which I would like to write an entire post, similar to what I did for the Whole30 a long time ago on my previous blog.
I have made a lot of amazing recipes, and most of them have come from Skinnytaste -- both online and from her cookbooks, all three of which are incredible.
One of my favorite recipes that I have made from the Weight Watchers website, however, is Creamy Mexican Dip. I made this as part of "taco night" when I hosted book club at my house a couple of weeks ago, and I also plan on bringing it to a potluck at school on Wednesday.
It is sooooooo delicious and does not "taste healthy" at all. I could eat it by the spoonful -- which would actually be better than the 18,000 tortilla chips that I would prefer accompany it.
Compliment Yourself
You know, I am doing really great, and I am really proud of myself. I have been kicking butt -- both in the gym and in the kitchen. I have lost weight, and I have gained incredible strength. And, I'm starting to finally notice that I'm looking a bit different; Jesus and my trainer reassured me that I am, in fact, looking different, which is obviously nice to hear.
I'm excited to continue pushing forward, improving both my fitness and my nutrition.
Show Off Your Support Squad
My number one support person is my mama; she's the one who encouraged me to join Weight Watchers, she's the one who's answered every question I could possibly have, she's the first one I call when I'm excited about various things, and she's just the very best mama in the world.
Jesus is also super supportive of me and is my everyday cheerleader. He also eats what I cook and tells me it tastes good, which is always nice. :)
Best Company Ever |
I also get a heck of a lot of inspiration from people who don't even know I exist on Instagram. I'll have to accumulate a list to share at some point. Stay tuned.
Well, that's it for now, friends! I'll "see" you tomorrow with our regularly-scheduled "weigh in" post. Hopefully I'll have good news to share (although, the week started out way better nutrition-wise than it ended...eeek).
Peace out!
Tuesday, January 15, 2019
That's What I Like to See
Well, friends, I'm back on track, and the scale is moving in the right direction yet again:
Unfortunately, this still means that I'm two pounds over where I was two weeks ago, but I am confident that it'll keep creeping down as I continue.
I have, however, been a little hungry lately, and I'm wondering if I'm not getting enough food. Also, as I've mentioned before, Weight Watchers seems to limit fat, so I'm wondering if I'm not getting enough fat in particular. I also know that I'm working out pretty intensely (like, really intensely), and I'm wondering if I should be factoring that into my daily points.
(I do get "activity points" for Weight Watchers, but I tend to just use those "as needed" rather than factor them into my daily points. Maybe I should average those out over the course of seven days and up my daily points accordingly? I don't know.)
What I should really do is have a stash of hard-boiled eggs and other zero-point options at hand all the time.
Also, on a completely random side note, I have realized that I should not have tortilla chips in the house: they are a major weakness of mine. I'm fairly confident that the additional two pounds is comprised entirely of tortilla chips.
Two things to note:
1. I went to the doctor on Friday, and I was honestly dreading the scale a little bit. For some reason, I feel like the scale there is totally different from the scale I have at home, and I was worried that it wouldn't show weight loss. But, it did! It showed that I have lost seven pounds since the last time I was there (in October, I think). Considering my app is showing that I have lost 9.2 pounds since I started tracking (and I went to the doctor after school and had all of my clothes and shoes on), I was pretty pleased!
2. I did something I was sure I would never do: I signed up for a Diet Bet. A few bloggers that I follow regularly host these challenges every so often, and I've always frowned on them (Diet Bets, not the bloggers); and honestly, I'm still frowning on the idea of these challenges. But, I decided that since I'm actively trying to lose weight and have had success thus far, it might be beneficial to add another layer of motivation.
Essentially, if I lose 4% of my body weight in four weeks, I get back my entrance fee ($35) and split the pot (that is currently up to almost $36,000). Truthfully, that seemed totally manageable -- until after I paid (kind of by accident via PayPal) and actually calculated the pounds I would have to lose.
It's going to be rough, y'all. So, bye-bye tortilla chips.
Before I wrap up for the night, I'm going to leave you with this:
I saw it on Instagram and immediately took a screenshot as writing inspiration. I can't promise that I'll write every day for the next seven days, but I am going to write about each of these at some point.
I certainly don't want to just write about my health journey via this blog, as I am so much more than just a number on a scale. But, I have so many other things going on that make writing regularly relatively challenging. Since I want to be sure to track my progress, though, I feel like talking about weight and Weight Watchers is all I'm doing.
Here's my schedule: I wake up at 5:15 every day, workout, teach, get home around 4:45, clean up, cook dinner, veg out for a hot minute, take a shower, and go to bed (hopefully before 10:30 p.m.). Sprinkle in some reading, some wedding planning, some hanging out with my boo, and some TV watching, and I have very little time left over.
But, writing is one of my "habits" that I'm tracking, so I would like to get into more of a routine.
So, that being said, other than the above ideas from WW's IG, what are some topics you would like me to cover?
Peace out for now, friends. "See" you soon!
I have, however, been a little hungry lately, and I'm wondering if I'm not getting enough food. Also, as I've mentioned before, Weight Watchers seems to limit fat, so I'm wondering if I'm not getting enough fat in particular. I also know that I'm working out pretty intensely (like, really intensely), and I'm wondering if I should be factoring that into my daily points.
(I do get "activity points" for Weight Watchers, but I tend to just use those "as needed" rather than factor them into my daily points. Maybe I should average those out over the course of seven days and up my daily points accordingly? I don't know.)
What I should really do is have a stash of hard-boiled eggs and other zero-point options at hand all the time.
Also, on a completely random side note, I have realized that I should not have tortilla chips in the house: they are a major weakness of mine. I'm fairly confident that the additional two pounds is comprised entirely of tortilla chips.
Two things to note:
1. I went to the doctor on Friday, and I was honestly dreading the scale a little bit. For some reason, I feel like the scale there is totally different from the scale I have at home, and I was worried that it wouldn't show weight loss. But, it did! It showed that I have lost seven pounds since the last time I was there (in October, I think). Considering my app is showing that I have lost 9.2 pounds since I started tracking (and I went to the doctor after school and had all of my clothes and shoes on), I was pretty pleased!
2. I did something I was sure I would never do: I signed up for a Diet Bet. A few bloggers that I follow regularly host these challenges every so often, and I've always frowned on them (Diet Bets, not the bloggers); and honestly, I'm still frowning on the idea of these challenges. But, I decided that since I'm actively trying to lose weight and have had success thus far, it might be beneficial to add another layer of motivation.
Essentially, if I lose 4% of my body weight in four weeks, I get back my entrance fee ($35) and split the pot (that is currently up to almost $36,000). Truthfully, that seemed totally manageable -- until after I paid (kind of by accident via PayPal) and actually calculated the pounds I would have to lose.
It's going to be rough, y'all. So, bye-bye tortilla chips.
Before I wrap up for the night, I'm going to leave you with this:
I saw it on Instagram and immediately took a screenshot as writing inspiration. I can't promise that I'll write every day for the next seven days, but I am going to write about each of these at some point.
I certainly don't want to just write about my health journey via this blog, as I am so much more than just a number on a scale. But, I have so many other things going on that make writing regularly relatively challenging. Since I want to be sure to track my progress, though, I feel like talking about weight and Weight Watchers is all I'm doing.
Here's my schedule: I wake up at 5:15 every day, workout, teach, get home around 4:45, clean up, cook dinner, veg out for a hot minute, take a shower, and go to bed (hopefully before 10:30 p.m.). Sprinkle in some reading, some wedding planning, some hanging out with my boo, and some TV watching, and I have very little time left over.
But, writing is one of my "habits" that I'm tracking, so I would like to get into more of a routine.
So, that being said, other than the above ideas from WW's IG, what are some topics you would like me to cover?
Peace out for now, friends. "See" you soon!
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